Tuesday, April 22, 2008

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Sunday, June 11, 2006

goodbye Baliuag; hello Baguio ü

Sunday, June 04, 2006

stranded

Treasure moments

Standing in front of Manila City Hall for almost two hours and walking around Divisoria the whole day and night while my clothes are soaking wet weren’t that bad at all; after all I was with mommy and Ivan.

As a matter of fact, that would be something I would treasure for the rest of my life. Being with them at that moment didn’t make me feel a single worry; instead, it caused me to sing all the songs I know. Yes, I had my concert under the rain while waiting for jeepneys and FX, with Ivan and mommy as my solid and patient listener.

Thank God for that unforgettable experience.


with a smile

Pass your smile

In a crowded place where everybody’s busy and tired of his/her work, I gave Ivan and my self a task. A simple yet challenging job (feeling Big Brother). Out of the blue, we must make people smile at us. It wasn’t that easy since strangers around us seem very serious with their own businesses.

The strategy: smile and wait till the aliens around smile back at you.

The result: One questioned the reason behind our sweet smiles (para kasing nakakaloko). Some didn’t even notice the beam on our seductive lips. Most just ignored our kindness with the who are you? look on their faces. And of course, others returned our smiles. That’s the most rewarding of all!

After the whole day making ourselves look stupid in front of strangers, we both win the game and surpass the challenge successfully.

There may be few who appreciated our smiles. Perhaps, not more than ten. But every smile makes our lives worthwhile coz we know, somehow, we made them see the beauty of life and feel joy even just for a while.

Mission accomplished!


Friday, June 02, 2006

8 waves

Together Everybody Achieves More / Set your priorities

It was a great May ender. We rocked and chilled out at 8waves waterpark. And yeah, the treatment was super high deluxe. For only P15, we enjoyed the good services of one of the most popular resorts in town (including two snacks and lunch) except the transportation coz we rode in a truck (as usual, enjoy!).

Unconfident of my macho body, I’ve got no choice but to wear sleeveless and shorts. Gosh! Daig ko pa ang mga kalalakihan sa kamachohan.

Part of the outing was a team building activity. Fortunately I belong to group 3. But unfortunately, we had to go and leave 8 waves to talk to Ma’am Bondad about the yearbook. Hmp!

While everybody’s challenged in 8waves, Kuya Kheno and I were also challenged facing Ma’am Bondad. Parang monster lang! I was tongue-tied coz I really know nothing about laying-out. Grabe, kakatakut. After our appointment with the vice-president of SMCB (naks, bigatin) I jumped and run for joy. Hahaaay! 8waves here we come again.

At 8waves, they were having an evaluation of the team building activity. Too bad I missed the fun and bonding moments with my teammates. I wasn’t with them the entire activity. Nakakahiya.

We were just given a few hours to swim. I was able to bond with my bk. Especially during shower time. We used 5 showers sa gulo namin! We also ate the leftover spaghetti with our bare hands. Imagine! Am I pig?

In church, we ate sopas care of Mr. and Mrs. Manalili. And of course, the awarding of the winners in the held activity. 5th, 4th and 3rd placers were announced. Our team was not yet called. Winner gets P600. And the 1st place goes to…(drumroll) group 3! Happy? No. OP? Yes.

Though I know I don’t deserve to be shared with the prize, they still gave me P60 for being with them during lunch and dinner. Sobrang kakahiya. Is my face thick?

I was a teammate but for them, I am. Thank you so much SIYAMPU!


Wednesday, May 31, 2006

when home feels like hell

When home feels like hell, real happiness is impossible.
Soon, I’ll be leaving, I’m just afraid there’ll be no good memories to take and cherish.
I love my family but the past seems to bother my soul much.
I just dream that tomorrow...love reigns our home.

Thursday, May 25, 2006

wakadu...du.du.du...

Love near or far

Hindi na yata talaga kami makukumpleto…

…wag naman sana. :-(

Iba talaga pag kasama ko ang wakadu. Ang barkadang mula pa nang grade five ay kasa-kasama ko na. Ang tagal na rin pala non noh? Hindi ko akalain. Anim na taon na pala ang nakalilipas. Ang bilis kasi ng panahon eh.

Nalulungkot lang ako. Kung bakit ba kasi sa tuwing magkakasama kami e hindi kami makumple-kumpleto. Hmp! Pero nakakatuwa kung paano sinisikap ng bawat isa na makumpleto kami.

Kahapon, sa birthday ni Joshua, pamangkin ni Anna V., wala si Ryan. Ilang beses na nga syang kinontak ni Kate pero kung wala daw sa lola e nasa CR –ang tambayan ni Ryan. Pati si Karla Mae. Isinakripisyo pa nya ang load nya sa pagbabakasakaling makausap si Ryan. Pero…walang nangyari. :-( Buti na lang napapaligo ni Kate si Plinky at nakasama rin namin sya.

Nung birthday ni Karla Mae, 20 May 2006, wala si Kate at Mam Torio. Si Kate, nasa Baguio kasama ang kanyang pamilya. Wrong timing noh?! Kung bakit ba kasi May 20 ang birthday ni Karla Mae. Hehe. Si Mam Torio, hindi ko alam.

Nung fiesta kina Kate, 14 May 2006, wala si Anna V. Buti na lang at nakahabol ako kahit medyo pa-importante. Pero pansin ko, kahit magkakasama kami, kanya-kanya pa rin. Hindi ko naman masisi kasi iba na nga naman ang buhay-buhay namin.

Nung Mahal na Araw, prusisyon ni Kate, wala ako at si Mam Torio. Ako, nasa PYC. Hmp! Hindi ako sumunod kahit iniisip kong sumunod.


Haaay nakoo! Kelan nga kaya kami makukumpleto?

Kelan kaya uli may kainan?

Nagbabakasakali lang na makumpleto kami.

Yung tipong hindi lang physically present huh kundi fully present.

Mahirap?

Siguro nga. Pero kung gusto naman, may paraan da ba?!

Ilang araw na lang at aalis na ako.

Natatakot lang ako na baka bago ako umalis at magtungo sa bundok ko e wala akong baong isang tunay na masayang alaala mula sa wakadu. :-(

Iniisip ko ngang makasama sila sa paghahatid sa ‘kin eh.

Pero baka sa panaginip lang mangyari. Hindi rin naman ako nagsasalita.

Basta, wakadu forever. Mahal na mahal ko ang wakadu.

Makakita man ako ng iba, iba pa rin syempre pag wakadu.

Mahal ko kayo, yan ang totoo. :-)

Tuesday, May 23, 2006

cellphones not allowed

Always look at the brighter side

I am deprived of friends. I am losing friends. I am all alone.

This is what I feel since the day my parents got my cellphone. They just didn’t know how affected I am with what they did. It’s been a year since I lose my phone but the feeling still kills me. Yes, it kills me. They forced me to hate them and rebel against them.

All the loneliness, the happiness, all the tears and smiles – I have no one to share with.
No good mornings, no good days, no good nights – all I have is bad everything.
No Happy Birthdays, Merry Christmas, Happy New Year – who will ever be happy being alone?
No more quotes, no more jokes, nor chain messages – I have nothing –nothing.

It’s been a year since I lose my phone but the feeling still kills me. Yes, it kills me. And I guess, having it back will never be the same again, coz what I’ve lost will always be lost and they simply.will never.get back to me –anymore.

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Sa kabila ng katotohanang wala akong cellphone, ito ang aking mga pampalubag-loob.

1. Hindi ako nako-contact ng ama’t ina ko sa twing umaalis ako ng bahay. Hahaha. Buti nga!
2. Tipid. (dun sa mga taong naglo-load sa ‘kin.hehe)
3. Walang istorbo. Nakakapag-concentrate ako. (Asus, sana nga totoo! kasi iniisip ko… pa’no kaya kung may cellphone ako?)
4. Nacha-challenge ako sa pagtatakas ng phone. (I love challenges kasi.)
5. Nalalaman ko kung sino ang tunay na mabait. (pag pinahiram ako ng cellphone.)

Ilan lamang ito sa mga pampalubag-loob ko (dahil iilan lang naman talaga sila). Basta kahit papano masaya pa rin ako dahil alam kong hindi ako nag-iisa (d ba ryan?).


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